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AHHHHHHHHHHH
 

theres a good start. my current mood..on the inside. on the outside im as calm as can be..

sometimes i right suff that doesnt even make sense and i want to erase but then i feel like im not "being myself" if i erase and think about what im gonna say..

 so fuck it.  Its just too easy to get confused about...everything. damn, i cant even write right. im not even telling anyone about me...

   Sometimes, alot of the time, i just feel really selfish. ALl i talk about are MY problems, asking people to help ME. Like i think im the center of attention or somthing? or i wanna be?? idk....

I read in a book by eckhart Tolle very shy people ...tend to feel both extremes around people.....feelings of being completely inept, completely worthless compared to others; inferior.  ANd on the other side when they feel like they are better, or smarter than others; superior.  I kinda feel that way..like i just keep going back and forth, back and forth....

oh well thats it for now..does anyone feel similar to that?